<3 There are good days. It's hard to remember when they're few and far between. But there are good days, and there will be more good days, and more good days that fall one right after the other. Hang in there, mama.
Right now, I'm in the window between the time that I found out Nathaniel was sick to the time that he was born and died. It's an odd kind of anniversary, and for me, only a few weeks long. I should count the days. It's weird to me, now, that I don't know the days. But we found out about his conditions June 12, 2011, he was due July 8, 2011, and then he was born and died on July 25th.
Nearly two years now. The grief is different this year from last year. But I still miss him desperately.
Hugs. I am glad you're ok in this moment. You're in my thoughts, especially as July approaches.
ReplyDelete<3 There are good days. It's hard to remember when they're few and far between. But there are good days, and there will be more good days, and more good days that fall one right after the other. Hang in there, mama.
ReplyDeleteRight now, I'm in the window between the time that I found out Nathaniel was sick to the time that he was born and died. It's an odd kind of anniversary, and for me, only a few weeks long. I should count the days. It's weird to me, now, that I don't know the days. But we found out about his conditions June 12, 2011, he was due July 8, 2011, and then he was born and died on July 25th.
Nearly two years now. The grief is different this year from last year. But I still miss him desperately.
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